It’s been a long time. Had a few missteps along the way but I finally got here. How long my stay will be is up in the air in this point and it has me a bit shook. I mean of course unchartered territory takes some time getting used to but when I think that I have other odds stacked against me, the panic button gets bigger and bigger. I have to relax and but when I let my mind slide to the past, the fear comes back to haunt me. I just have to see how the cards are dealt, and I’ll play them the best way possible.
